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Summer time, depression + 8k

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 3, 2008, 6:52 PM
Edit:- Just wanna say WEEW! thanks everyone for making me get the 8k :boogie: luv ya'll!

Okay so... Summer is here, also time for alot of useless/pointless tags too =/

Anyway I dunno who tagged me and when so I'll just do the tags now bas I have one only ONE request... don't tag me EVER again :)


Heh this might be funny

If you comment on this journal, i should

a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal.


NOW! For the depression part.. I'm sure NOONE will understand bas I have finished a game called Metal Gear Solid 4, this game people I have been playing part one since I was 8, and today I have finished the last part.. Its not a kids game let me assure you, it has alot of meaning behind it, its deep, it makes you think, its like watching a movie.. in the 3rd sequel I cried at the end :( you guys have no idea what this game means to me.. part 4 was just.. My god... They've outdone themselves.. the sucky thing is its the last part.. no more metal gears to wait for.. no more anticipation.. This sucks so much, I'm not expecting you guys to know what I'm feeling and NO its not "just a game" and plz don't tell me its 3adi.. It's like watching a really old friend leave forever right infront of you.. I wish I could erase my memory of this game just to play it and expreince it again all over =(... I feel like I need a hug, and the sucky thing is all my sisters are in AD sleeping over at my sisters place... :( Im home alone MEH THIS SUCKS! Anyway...





2nd tag by the annoying duckling ~nato0ofah ._.

starting time : 5:26 A.M < Playing iSketch alot :lol:
Name : Obaid
Brother : 2 (im the 3rd)
Sister : 4
Shoe size: 45-46 =] fear me
Height : 171cm :boogie: el 7amdllah
where do you live : Dubai
favorite drinks : Banana Milkshake
favorite breakfast : Spanish Omlette, with some cheese + cucumbers on the side, plus lebanese bread :nod:
have you ever been on a plane : YES!
swam in the ocean : Sea's only not ocean =/
fall asleep in school : HEYEEEEELLLLL YESSSSSSSSSSSSS
Broken someone's heart : Yup
Fell off your chair : Used to! BAS 3ashan ana thaki :iconeyesplz: a7em, I bought a chair that is naturally stable and its always leaned back, so I can't force fall off anymore WOOT!

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : No ._. why? Sleeping's better
Saved emails : Yes, gmail baybeh 7 gb bas che, sho? :XD:
What is your room like : Green and blue wallpaper :heart: bunkbed, got my TV + games and its cozyyy
What's right beside you : My camera, and a football signed by Pele :iconeyesplz:
What is the last thing you ate : Fried banana with very berry strawberry from Baskin robins :heart:
Do you believe in love at first sight : No, it happens gradually over time and exprience :/
Like picnics : YEAH!
Who was the last person you dance with : My big sister for funzies 8D
Last made you smile : iSketch :XD: Rofl....
You last yelled at : Dun remember :/

Today I did

Talk to someone you like : yes
Kissed anyone : my mom
Get sick : no
Talked to an ex: yes
Missed someone: MY CUZINS IN EGYPT D': Plus my friends who all traveled :(
Best feeling in the world : Working really hard for something till you get REALLY exhausted then getting it =)
You sleep with stuffed animals : My 1st present ever, its a huge bunny with glasses I had it since be4 I was born :XD:
What's under your bed : bunkbed so a couch :P
who do you really hate : The people who wake me up in the morning ._. even after I tell them I wanna sleep
is there a person who is in your mind right now : :( a game character actually
do you want children : I want so many kids I'm gonna make my own 8abeela :nod:
do you smile often : Yeah el 7amdllah =)
do you like your own handwriting : Yup especially my "f"s lol
are your toenails painted : Dude srsly...
whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : DEFINITLEY MY MOMS! :heart:
what colour is the shirt you're wearing now : White
what are you doing at 7 pm yesterday : Was in Abu Dhabi eating dinner with my sister
i can't wait till : GET MARRIED GET MINIONS.. UM I MEAN KIDS! >8D bas srsly I cant ;_;
when did you cry last : Today :(
are you a friendly person : I guess so?
do you have any pets : Inshallah a husky when our new house is ready =)
do you sleep with the TV on : Nope
have you ever crawled through a window: YES! Youm kna nshred mn el 7e9a9 hehehehehe >:]
can you handle the truth : Yeah
are you too forgiving : Depends on the person
are you closer to your mother or father : Ze Moder
how many people can you really say you loved : Alooooootttt
do you eat healthily : I like eating whatever tastes better :XD: " ElBudoor lifestyle "
if you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : My Piano <3 bas most probably my mom
are you loud or quiet most of the time : Moody between
are you confident: Yeah el 7amdllah =)

5 things I'm doing 10 years ago:
1- Eating cockroachs
2- Annoying my little sister till she got pissed off and threw a plate at me :]
3- Play Mortal combat on " Sega "
4- wrestle with my big bro hehe
5- Swim everday till I became REALLY dark :/

5 things on my to-do list today:
1- My day just finished :XD: so I guess.. wake up inshallah
2- Draw something and probably PLAN to post something
3- EAT TILL MY STOMACH EXPLODES! <3 OMG YES!!!
4- Play MGS Online
5- Sleep

5 Snacks I enjoy:
1- Chips Sahar
2- Dessert from House of Noodles
3- Popcorn
4- Banana and Strawberry thingy my mom makes
5- C is for COOKIE! :boogie:

5 things I would do if I'm a billionaire:
1- Buy a house in every location that I love, starting with Japan, South of France and Spain, and the rest =P
2- SKY DIVE!
3- Get the BIGGEST HD tv so I can play MGS on it <3
4- Charity bla bla the usual
5- Become a loan shark :XD:

5 of my bad habits:
1- I'm not shy to say whats on my mind =/
2- I am SO LAZY AND LOVE IT THOUGH <3
3- I talk with a loud voice :XD:
4- I get angry fast sometimes
5- I annoy my little sister too much :XD:

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Metal Gear Solid 4 - OST's
  • Reading: Metal Gear Solid Database Info.
  • Watching: Metal Gear Solid Cutscenes
  • Playing: Metal Gear Solid 4
  • Eating: Chips
  • Drinking: Banana Milkshake

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Depression? you? :XD: Just make more friends if that best friend left ;P
Im sorry i shouldn't tell you what to do since i know nothing of how you feel :P but yes i do get depressed so at least i know half of what you're going through =] Cheer up dude, we wait for summer for like 9 months it's not worth being depressed and ruining your mood when you're supposed to have fun :nod:

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you could've at least told me zat D:
but i guess i wouldn't get it either way.
&& i was going to say somesing about it.. but i got scared you'd stab me with a spoon till i faint D:


i actually thought you were taller like sir *Drunk-Bu6ree8 *mashallah*.. but i guess you're just 2 or 1 cm taller zan me 8D.


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ana with Drunk Bu6ree8 >> for the first time...its probably mn zoOod il 3asal that i had today morning im being sweet..! =D

ilmuhm..im sorry ina u feel dpressed...bs fatra w it3adiii..!! =D

hope u feel better soOon

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lol big feet! kidding kidding >;P

aww! although i havent experienced this first hand i know my friends and brothers who go "aw! damnnnn it's over now?!? ><!" i'm sorry dude. :( in any case I hope a virtual hug counts? ;p lol

:hug: :hug: XD

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omgggggg i feel the saame way about a msalsal that will finsih in a couple of days !!!! :cries:

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I won't make more friends if that friend left, well my kind of depression isn't a normal one I knwo cuz i've been through both :( And 3adi summer I don't care about it bas Metal Gear I've been playigng it since I was 8.. And every couple of years I get so anxious and wait for the new one.. bas now there won't be anymore... I guess I'll play it over n over again :(

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No I'm avarage heh, bu6ree8 is a mutant :bucktooth:

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No I do have big feet heh.. Well they dunno MGS like I do.. :( yesterday when I finished it, it sucked cuz I wanted to hug someone, and all my sisters were out and my mom... ufff thanks anyways

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Kishooo, 9adgeeni you have no idea what I'm feeling.. el msalsal youve been watching it for a month w shway 9a7? I've been playing and living with this game since I was 8 :(

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